It has been a little while since I last updated. Things are good....as good as it can be. I can't complain. I've had a few eye openers over the past week. Some I'll talk about others were just for me. One thing I know is that I'm truly blessed.
I missed Liam's 1st birthday over the weekend. It was really hard. He changes so much. Every time I talk to Nicole there is a new update on him. He is so smart and beautiful. I'm lucky to have him as my son. I understand a lot of the things that my parents told me now. I've always said you can't tell someone the joys of parenthood until you are one. That is so true. I've had so many joys with Caden and Liam and could not imagine life without either of them.
Nicole on the other hand.....just joking. I'm much too blessed to have her. I don't deserve her. (don't let her know that, I don't want her to get any ideas). This deployment is hard on me but I can only imagine what she goes through from day to day. She takes it like a champ and never questions my commitment to my country. I think she understands that I do this for them.
We are getting ready for a inspection at work. I have a lot of trouble focusing lately. I have lost my appetite and have began losing sleep. Please don't worry about me I'm ok it's just part of the adjustment. Chris and I started working out again and it is killer. I think this will help on multiple fronts. It will give me drive.
It is really strange the situations God puts you in and how he opens your eyes. I'm so thankful for his sacrifices for me. I don't deserve them.
Well I had pizza the other day from a new place that just opened. It was really good. Almost like home,,,almost.
I missed Valentine's Day once again. Missed my Valentine. I know she missed me too. Well have to get ready for bed again. It's great because that means another one down.
Peace Out and ROLL TIDE ROLL!
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